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我最近去過北京

Author: Anton

我在奧運看的電影: Speed Racer

“You think you can drive a car and change the world? It doesn't work like that!”

“I couldn't have been more proud of you, son. Not because you won, but because you stood up, you weren't afraid, and you did what you thought was right.”

“It doesn't matter if racing never changes. What matters is if we let racing change us. Every one of us has to find a reason to do this. You don't climb into a T-180 to be a driver. You do it because you're driven.”

奧運自願者不能改變世界,但世界能改變自願者。

在第29 屆北京奧林匹克運動會,我是自願者,我的崗位在最前線。之前為第一屆葡語系運動會和第二屆亞洲室內運動會,我都站在最前線,與運動官員拼博、與服務供應者搓商及配合組織委員會的工作,每天十多小時的辛勤工作留下許多疲累,面顏仍永遠保持彬彬有禮的微笑,對有需要的人申出雙手。我心想:用運動會改變世界行得通嗎?

在北京奧運動會中,我的工作是陪同運動員作聯絡、引導以及解疑。做了這麼多年,我覺得從前看不起的崗位,現在感到價值。因為國家舉辦奧運會是難得的機會,無論如何都想盡一分力。況且短期內,應該沒有機會這樣參加奧運,因為對懂葡語及中文人員的需求少,假如在任一葡語國家舉辦奧運,幾時論到自己帶中國隊或香港/中華台北隊。事實上,說中文的國家比說葡語的國家少。

每天為做好這份工努力,但我高興能夠站住,做我覺得是對的事。共三十三天的密集工作消耗了很多熱誠和笑容,有時為尋找有用的資訊,東奔西跑,走到山卡拉咁遠見到運動員明星都沒勁了。

北京改變很大,王府井、鼓楼、三里屯附近最明顯,很多旗艦店都建得一間比一間大,而北京的人則變得願意開口助人,少了一點嚴肅,多了一點情味。有一次見人問路,一位OL突然出口解答,但奇怪OL沒等答謝,路人亦沒道謝。我好欣賞他們這份精神,北京所有人頓成和我們自願者一樣,即使被幫助的人是如何,無論世界是否一成不變,最重要是隨著找到的理由前進及容許世界改變我們。幫助別人的原因絕不是穿上自願者的制服,而是圍繞著奧運改變的生活態度。

在北京遇到最精彩片段在一間餐廳內發生,工作後已晚,不經意走進一家餐廳,那裡服務一般,但裝修極具民族特色,當我食到半碗過橋米線,服務員給我送上一杯飲品為我打氣的,我真的被感動了,只有真誠的說一聲謝謝才忍住了辛苦的淚水流下。另外對北京奧組委充分保護了工作人員感到驕傲,因為太多的運動代表團不尊重對待自願者,比喻就把自己房內的窗關上這點小事,他們情願等都要自願者去代辦,又要他們搬重的物件等。當北京奧組委知道後,馬上告誡撤退所有自願者使代表團自律了。

總括而言,自願者能夠堅持到最後,證實語言能力、態度及耐力已違到國際級數,這種改變很值得我們鼓勵的。

 

日記之記信一

Author: Anton

My Dearest:

I know I didn't make any promise last night, but I have mentioned that I am going to play basketball and football with my colleagues when I called your home in Tuesday afternoon . You try to be good bb, I said I want to have dinner at home for the week and you are happy to let medo this. I said I need to read books and stuff... but I play games twonites only. I always take my time at home and I have not calling you every hour or every half hour, but you could call me anytime indeed. You are the one who always want to be with meumeu and asks meumeu tomake you company, but meumeu also always ask you to do reading with him, go his house to dinner and watching TV, go gathering with his friends and join his activities (like bible sharing). If so, meumeu will be very happy with you as his company. You try not to be so demanding and let me do things I like or have to do, but I don'tappreciate of you this act of generosity. I just do whatever I like without caring about your feeling? You don't like to always be the onewho don't says "can you be with me tonight"? or "let's do this andthat tonight"...but why you have not to suggest sth? otherwise I'll have another suggestion for you indeed you dislike. I think that I have given u enough time? No, cos my time for you is eternity, but you can tell me this is no enough of time. You know it's hard for me? You, actually, know a MAN got so many things to do and colleagues whom need to social in working life and reality life. But it's about two people being together, and I know you, but why you have to be demanding and controlling to me, and not to yourself. You try to be good, but it does not mean I will put you aside and just try to say some nicewords. As I told youwe'll go out on Friday night after dinner at home, Have you planned anything? Or just waiting me to do everything in pending your criticizing eyes. It's two people who love each other and be together and it's not about "booking" each others' time. I understand that you need to be at home and I also have to, so we made a deal, cos it's also about cooperating and finding a balance. It's annoying cos you recently forget what I told you and always dowhatever you like during my working hour without inform me before orright before you have to do it. It's not fair because you can do so much thing and I can not. Anyway, that's you before, now, from now on,you can do whatever you like withouth seriously thinking in my side. If I want you to be with me, I'll ask if you can let me do this or do that twos weeks before and hoping you can give me straight and clear answer, but no need vice versa. If you have arranged something with your friends or whatever, you do it and I'll have no questions asked. Then I think it can be easier for me and I can feel more comfortable and relieved and less tense and no need to worry that you'll be angry or be bad-tempered or whatever...

Your dear,
Meumeu
27 March 2008

 



其實我有好多心事埋藏在心裏,渴望有人分擔,好想好想有人支持.以與你間的祕密最難受,以此懇求寬恕,如同我寬恕別人一樣,免陷於名利聲譽的誘惑,以誠意地說聲對不起代替昔日的罪與應受的罰.第二件事,是好痛苦,好煩擾的,我如何面對交通意外?對方反客為主在給我選擇,或者給錢了事,或者由法院判決。第三件事是心事,是命運的安排讓我比其他人孤獨,換個角度,我又比其他人快樂,他們是同一班人。而倒數下去都是好事。那幾時可以聽到您的事?





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Author: Anton

今日是第一次我在寫自己的blogger日記,雖然我的文字組合不夠詹瑞文活潑'又不同詹宏志般可以使出魔力.不過是普通人在平時做的記錄寫照,我在未來一年都會隔段時間寫一至兩篇,目的是給你知道我在等.
昨日在鏗鏘集見到梁博文,在大學二年級我已認為他是己終身友人,我敬佩他的同時,他已行在我前面.我想如果己是他,己的夢與想便不只在想.所以為了保護己的夢,我要盡力支持他.我的夢想踏上澳門,但我不認識這個澳門,以前不,現在同樣.因此我只可以跑,在明天起告訴其他人,世界不是只有澳門的Tó Mané一個人.